Why I Stopped Blogging


Hello everybody.

It’s been a while.

Two blog posts ago, and a lifetime ago, I moved to the country.

I said: “I used to write blogs about politics and cultural theory and digital society when I lived in the city. Now, I’m afraid this blog is going to turn into a combination of country lifestyle tips and folksy new age ramblings. Sorry about that.”

What I didn’t realise is that I would give up blogging altogether.

The truth is that moving to Dartmoor has had a profound effect on me.  I had no idea this was going to happen, believe me.

But it has.

You see, the thing is:  Journalism, or at least the semi-humourous blogging I (used to) do, requires a certain amount of… sarcasm, insightful put-downs, critical snarkiness and general negativity to make it work.

It also requires you to have your finger on the pulse, if only by reading Reddit or Facebook.

And I no longer have it in me.

I am too full of the joys of nature, too far-removed from everyday concerns.  My husband and I have built our own little anarchist utopia and the only politics I’m interested in now is permaculture.  Revolution disguised as gardening, maaaan.

There’s no point in me uploading lifestyle or gardening tips, as I’m a complete novice myself.  So, really, that’s it.  As for those New Age ramblings, I now work for Blinkist, a German startup that specialises in summarising self-help books, so writing about self-helpy stuff in my spare time sounds too much like work.

In an odd turn of events, though…

I have started writing psychedelic magical realist poems on romantic themes like death, paganism and nature.  They go down well at the local poetry night.  I even got invited to read some at a local festival.

Publishing poetry online is a bit of a mine-field.  So, if you are interested in seeing any of it, send us a mail at kerrysmallman at hotmail dot com for the time-being.

In the interests of keeping the blog alive, I’ll post photos from time to time of my travels in Devon and Cornwall.

Thanks for reading,

K x

We Did The 90s All Wrong!

For the last few years, I’ve kind of enjoyed watching with bemusement as the kids of today re-live the 90s. It’s sort of like being in a fairground hall of mirrors, where you can recognise the original image, but it’s been hideously deformed. All the while, Corona’s “Rhythm of The Night” plays in the background.

So far as I can tell, there are three main looks in the 90s revival.

1. The first is the one I call: ‘Oh My Eyes’

jazzy shirt

I honestly don’t know if it’s meant to be ironic or not. It’s stuff like salmon pink shiny shirts with african patterns, pastel shellsuits or anything that would have been described as “Jazzy” by your parents.

jazzy 2When they bought it you as a Christmas present. Which was then hidden down the back of your wardrobe and never worn in public. Until 2011, when it ended up in a vintage shop and on sale for £75.

2. The second is what they’re calling ‘Grunge’. But is really like Blossom. If Blossom was a slutty Goth.

blossom goth

3. …and finally, is the look I’m going to call ‘Crystal Peaks’.

90s tracksuit

Crystal Peaks was a shopping mall built near my house whose sole purpose was to introduce consumer debt into the former coalfields of South Yorkshire. The people who shopped there looked like this.  They also wore Kappa trackie bottoms with press studs.   And Naff Co 54 jackets from the market.  Which are now 20 quid on Ebay.  I shit you not.


So, that’s it, guys.

We were totally wrong about the 90s.  We thought Barbie Girl and Mr Vain  were shit, but it turns out they were great.  Tricky, Jeff Mills, The Pixies and Radiohead simply will not stand the test of time compared to the likes of  Dr Alban and Apache Indian.

While we wistfully imagined ourselves singing timeless classics like Wonderwall or End of a Century in 20 years’ time, we had no idea that singing Here Comes The Hotstepper whilst wearing Kappa was where it would be at.

How foolish we were to watch Twin Peaks, when the true pinnacle of popular culture was in fact Saved By The Bell.

Luckily, it’s not too late for us to do the 90s the right way:  The way we should have done it.  Just need to head down the vintage store for a velvet dress, crop top and choker combo.   And a Sabrina The Teenage Witch box set from HMV.

There is barely any photographic evidence of the 90s the first time round, anyway, so the 90s version 2.0 is going to be the one we remember, let’s face it.

So… I Moved To The Countryside



Although a small town in terms of population, and renowned for its pretty colleges, Oxford is a surprisingly gritty, urban town once you get under its skin. We were living right on the Cowley Road, with its kebab houses, music venues, sex shops and student pub crawls, so it felt pretty much identical to, say Ladbroke Grove or Brick Lane at street level.

I loved the cosmopolitain edginess of East Oxford and am sorry to say I even liked it when it went all hipster and gentrified. I was, after all, a city girl. Cities were fundamentally places where people could be themselves. They were exciting, vibrant and culturally rich spaces where people from all around the world could come together and enjoy the pure excitement of living.

Having grown up in a rural environment and indeed having fled this said environment aged 18, I never thought I’d return to the countryside. I remember as a teenager longing for escape from small towns and small town people with their tiny horizons and inconsequential lives. My urban travels included living and working in Edinburgh, London, Calais, Berlin and Oxford.

But then, on a whim, my husband and I decided to move to the countryside. There was not really any grand plan. At all. We just kind of got bored of the Cowley Road and wanted to maybe get a bigger house and maybe have kids someday and maybe Bristol was cooler than London these days, anyway, so why not look at Somerset?

Six months later and here we are: Deepest Mid Devon. In a beautiful old house with an enormous garden. We’re on the edge of a little village with one shop, one pub and two buses a day to Exeter. But I can’t say we have regretted it for one second.

It’s like a weird mental cleansing to be here. Literally everything and everyone I care(d) about is gone. It’s like a dream, but in reverse. It’s like waking up and seeing reality as it for the first time. Being here has peeled away the layers of mental sediment which have accrued over time. Old cultures, beliefs, education, habits, prejudices, expectations, hopes, fears, certainties, familiarities and routines are gone. There is only the vast, untamed wilderness of Dartmoor, the activities of foxes, squirrels, herons and pheasants (all passing through my back garden) and the everyday, basic needs of keeping warm and gathering food.

I watched a film about Permaculture the other day. In it, a man said that you can never feel depressed in nature. Nature is eternally optimistic. Mushrooms send out billions of spores, flowers and trees pollinate, creepers creep, trees stretch and salmon leap. They have limitless hope.

He said that you can never feel depressed in nature because you have reached rock bottom. The earth – mother nature – is the ground, the solid foundation, there can be no let downs or disappointments here. The only way is up. And the only way to live is to simply be.

I used to write blogs about politics and cultural theory and digital society when I lived in the city. Now, I’m afraid this blog is going to turn into a combination of country lifestyle tips and folksy new age ramblings. Sorry about that.


Further Thoughts On Jeremy Corbyn


Like the USSR’s “Gorby”, Britain’s “Corby” is yet another capitalist.

It’s a sad indication of the lack of political imagination endemic in the West that the best that today’s Socialists – from Alex Tsipras to Jeremy Corbyn – can come up with is to borrow yet more money from global finance and try and expand the economy. And then this is painted as a ‘radical’ alternative! Growth economics and indebtedness are the fundamental basis of capitalism, so Corbyn is Thatcher’s bitch just as much as Blair was.

Even Thatcher knew that it was worth spending money on benefits to keep people unemployed, because efficient capitalism requires a slush-pool of would-be workers. Those on benefits can still be consumers, too. As Ken Livingstone recently pointed out, it was Thatcher who brought in enormous disability benefits to keep the proles in the post-industrial north out of the unemployment figures. Corbyn’s anti-austerity plan is classic Thatcherism.

Socialism was a 19th Century idea; the expression of a working class who were vital to the industrial economy. The people who worked the machines were a necessary part of capitalism. In the post-industrial age, Tsipras and Corbyn are helping keep the working class relevant through making them vital to servicing debt. If there were no working class, there would be no Socialism, and then they’d be out of a job.

Karl Marx, like Tsipras and Corbyn, had an economic theory of history. If you make economics (whether measured through labour output or capital) the primary value, you are giving too much credence to alienated labour and commodities. Surely a truly radical ideology would have values other than economic, such as – I dunno – love or art or happiness or ecology or something.

The next question, I guess, is whether Corbyn will be able to win an election. This is all down to the media. It’s a well-known fact that Corbyn’s views are actually (mostly) in synch with the general public: People want to re-nationalise the railways, put caps on rent, tax the rich and give to the poor. But most of the establishment, including the press are against him.

Luckily, British people love underdogs. They love nothing more than to wipe the smile off of smarmy gits’ faces. The reason that Labour won in 1997 was that people were sick of sleazy bastards who thought they were above the law. If Corbyn becomes leader, he could win with a landslide for the same reason. But it would require the press to really push home the message that bankers and people with red trousers generally need their comeuppance and that only Jezzy boy can save us from the upturned collars and agas brigade.

Fascism (and Ice-cream)


Pink and black decor… Red and black sign. OH MY EYES!

A new ice-cream parlour has opened opposite my house and it’s a bit grim.  It’s a chain, apparently:  Basingstoke, Plymouth, Oxford…  There’s nothing wrong with the place, really.  It’s just the branding:  The name, the signage, the pink and black and red and white interior.

The owners are clearly ignorant of the rules of the game.  The rules are:  A bit hipster, Scandinavia-meets-Pacific-North-West, wooden tables, exposed brick, white tiles, beards, tattoos…  It’s not that difficult.  Even fucking KFC has started doing it now.  It’s in the marquee in British Bake Off, for fuck’s sake.

This is a KFC in Basingstoke, not the Bake-off marquee.

This is a KFC in Basingstoke, not the Bake-off marquee.

Now I’m all for originality and I have as big an aversion to that nebulous group we call hipsters as anyone, but let’s be realistic.  We are living in an age with a new, weird kind of fascism:  The homogeneity of global, urban consumer taste is all-pervading and to open a shop with a pink and black interior is to advertise your “otherness”, or at least your cluelessness, to the urban customers you wish to entice.

I’m not sure exactly when it set in, but somewhere in this millennium, everybody started thinking alike.  The subcultures which had previously defined young people and kept them apart from their elders subsided.  Vintage clothing further blurred the generational gaps.  Here’s a disturbing fact:  A 16-year-old’s record collection now contains 40% of the same tracks as a 60-year-old’s.


Meanwhile, at the other end of the scale, the last of the proper grannies died:  Those ladies who wore nylon dresses, ate salad cream and disapproved of ‘living in sin’ and ‘the gays’ were no more.  In a recent EU survey, 99% of Britons said they wouldn’t mind if a gay couple moved in next door.  Europe-wide, this figure is well over 90%.

In urban areas in the Global South, western liberal values like gay rights, marriage for love and women’s rights are in the ascendency, thus breaking down the cultural peculiarities which made the world a much more diverse place twenty or even ten years ago.  Meanwhile, global super-brands from Apple to Beyonce stalk the earth for new markets, sucking more and more consumers inexorably into their crowd-pleasing thrall.

In the age of big data, governments and corporations are increasingly able to design according to the wishes or predispositions of the crowd.  “Crowdshaping” involves using personal data drawn from the people inside a defined physical area to shape and reshape their experience.  For example, town planners make traffic lights which change according to real time traffic data, or DJs play songs  taken from the audience’s home computer playlists.

Irony, bitches.

Oh, the irony!

Which is to say that the present and future of our society is a tyranny of the majority.  It is a society where we are closely monitored, and everybody thinks and acts alike.  Meanwhile, Germany dominates Europe economically and Scandinavian aesthetics rules culturally.  Sounds rather like the Third Reich.  But with hipsters.

Which kind of makes me want to hang out in the ice-cream shop just on principle.  But I bet they don’t even have fucking WIFI.

Why Do I Hate The Tetley Tea Folks?


Tetley Tea Folks. That’s right. The Tetley faux-Northern, fucking uncute Tea Folks with their flat caps and their mediocre beverage made from tea factory floor-sweepings.

I have no idea what went on in the minds of the advertising creatives who, in 1973, decided that the best way to market tea was to invent a group of quasi-gnomes from Keithley.  And why have Tetley kept doggedly re-booting these whippet-bothering bores over a forty year timespan? “The Tetley Tea Folks are back”… “Collect all seven tea folks” … “That’s better, that’s Tetley” … Superhero Teafolks … Medieval Teafolks …

Let’s compare the competitors:

The PG Tips monkey is awesome.

pg tips

The Churchill dog is funny and reminiscent of a popular historical figure who won a war.


That Russian meerkat is cute and has an even cuter baby meerkat. Nailed it.


As for the sexy Cadbury’s Caramel bunny…


So, now the tea folk are back (again) with a completely superfluous superhero rebooting:

superhero teafolk

What with tea being one of the biggest growth areas in the food and drink industry at the moment, Tetley are keen to cash in.  But the growth in tea is all about diversification and choice. Which might be what is so jarring about the Tea Folk.

The food and beverage industry encourages us to decide between decaf monkey-picked single-plantation white tea and detoxing vanilla-scented chai, while the Tetley Tea Folk come from a world where the only choice is “mug or cup, love?”.

Is it because I am so bourgeoise that I cannot abide the Tea Folk? Perhaps their real-ness and Northern-ness throws my own inauthenticity into relief. Do I subconsciously long for the girl I used to be: Northern, authentic, working class?

Do these dwarf-like harbingers of sentimentality remind me that I have betrayed my Yorkshire roots for the glamour of the cosmopolitain elite?

Facebook’s Election Reaction


I never delete people on Facebook for holding opinions that are different from mine.  As an advocate of free speech, I welcome comments from lunatics, ‘KIPpers and even Tories (Of course, the first two are far from mutually exclusive).

In spite of all that, my Facebook feed around election time reminds me how much I have surrounded myself with woolly, liberal do-gooding pinko space cadets like myself.

To take an arbitrary example, no fewer than 33 of my FB friends “like” the Green Party.  Conversely, not a single one of my friends “likes” the Conservative Party.

So, it should have come as no surprise today that my Facebook news feed reads like a Euripidean tragedy.  Between gnashing of teeth, pulling of hair and crying into gluten-free yofu muesli, we had:

“I’m so, so sad”


“I can’t believe it.  Devastated.”

Then I realised:  We need to stop being unhappy.  In every country of the world, including even formerly socialist places like Sweden, corporate control has made politics redundant.  What you do or don’t do at the ballot box pales into insignificance compared with what you buy, where you bank and how you spend your time.  We still have the power as consumers and (non-)workers to change the world should we wish to.

I voted Green and then went to Tescos on the way home and bought bacon and used their free plastic bags.  That makes me as deluded and confused as the working class people who vote for ultra-capitalist UKIP.

Similarly, those people who are moaning about the election results, yet continuing to work for global companies whilst taking out credit cards and loans to buy shit they don’t need that’s been made in sweatshops from conflict minerals by third world slaves are just as hypocritical as me.

On a global scale, we are the 1%.  We blame the Tories, but don’t realise that it is us, yes you and me who are the enemy….

The reason “they” have it all is that we all want what they have. It’s called false consciousness.  The only way out of this mess is to create a system with values other than “their” values.

Those who are too chicken shit to consider a sustainable, anti-growth economic model may as well just quit moaning and get out there and make some money.

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